i dont like it

While I was looking for pictures on flicker under the title of

Jealousy or Anger or “left alone”

And I was kind of feeling connected to these pictures

I was looking for them because I felt like that. For a while.

She said it clear at the beginning “pls ,if you want us to be to gather you have to know that I have few things that I don’t like any body to come next to or to ask me to compromise. Work, daughter and friends. When you are in love you are always taking all sort of decision based on positive feelings. To be honest I always respect in a couple this part (the space and respect giving by each one to the other) valuing the things your partner values is an example of civilized and healthy relationship.

On the other hand you need to be a bit smart and read the signs that you partner is sending.

Working for almost 12 hours a day and then also week ends. Its an amazing sign for dedication

But guess what? This dedication is sent only towards work and then comes friends…..

Ufff I hate feeling like this coz I don’t have to…

For the entire day I have been feeling sick, Hungry and disturbed coz of my allergy

And now I said ,I go pick her up and maybe have few words and she can relax me (she has this effect on me) and then I get this

SORRY BABY I HAVE TO GO TO THIS DINER

Now ,I really I wana see those who keep on saying shit advices like this crap NLP instructor Ibrahim EL fikkey and his bullshit of control your negative feelings

Dud if I can stop

Anger

Jealousy

Disturbed of being neglected from your loved ones.

What the fuck differentiates me than a mother fuckn machine

Piano of life

It’s been few days; I have been jumping from doing one thing to doing another thing.

Viewing blogs to try to get some info about salons. Sometimes I go on the streets pointless just to try to get a salon name or number so I can sell my machine.

Reading a book

Daydreaming and positive wishing

Searching for …..

And while I was about write something,

I decided I wana writ something els ..

I am searching for this unrealistic dream life

A life where you live as if you are living in a movie

Its hard to explain but ,have you ever had this feeling when you see a clip of some ones life with a piano on the background, can you imagine that, it’s a normal people ,going up and down, normal clothes ,smiles, laughs and lusty thoughts & desires

Every time I open the window I hear a lot of noises, and sounds of people, cars machines,

Have you ever dreamed of opening a window and hearing the sound of a piano?

The sound of birds and the waves of the beach

The sound of camera shots

This writing is inspired by an amazing and very touching video I saw on my best friends blog

Called “bayroth I love you, I love you not “

http://projektcyan.com/