This is not even a word ,it’s some invention that you use when you want to say a word that means “Nothing “ .
And shrabelz is the perfect deception for the current situation at my work
It’s so ridicules that you can’t stop laughing. And when asked why ?
The only proper answer is SHRABELZ. On the other hand I have to also say that I am in a very happy mood, despite all the finical crisis that am facing…I can only say SHRABELZ and laugh a way the problem. It’s a new approach for solving problems .To laugh and say sharabelz

Kick back relax and enjoy the ride

Lately I have been taking this approach
To do the best I could, and then let the results come alone. Do you believe that what you do in life is somehow a reflection of your inner thoughts and subconscious?
Well, wither it was right or wrong, am not n the mood of judging.
I just want to SEE THINGS from my own perspective
Just like in the driver’s seat …
Or wait!!!! We keep on driving and going up and down with our dreams, thoughts, wishes, words, decisions, actions, and also our cars, ourselves and our love stories as well.
Do you know where are you heading?
Do you have a clear picture of your last STOP?
Don’t fool yourself …you don’t, and I don’t too
Simply if I do then I’ll just say “why bother go through all the hassle and tears. I know already how it is gona end.
Now I became a strong believer of this simple fact
Sometimes it’s better IF YOU DON’T KNOW.

To the entire world
Thank you for every thing
Good or bad
It’s always with hard situations we get to learn valuable lessons.
And man I got a lot of those, and also looks like I still have some more to be learned.
The mission am looking for is something that will appear when am ready
And maybe I will be ready when am 50 or 40 or even 60
Presidency  that sounds nice yet am sure it’s not gona be all FUN ride
It will have its own cost …lets see how is that gona go
Main while…lets Kick back relax and enjoy the ride
Baby …r u ready to back me up?


I

am always asking

Yesterday …
I saw,,, actually I will use the word “witnessed “ the beginning of a love relationship
A couple who are at the very beginning of their professional life. and they met by coincidence
What am interested in,is what’s hidden between the lines ,what’s hidden behind the fast eyes looks, what actually their hearts are trying to say yet the brain controls the emotions
I can see a lot of flirting …(ohh I miss that)
I can see a lot of promises..(hehe I love that ,but I realized I ruined it somehow)
I can see some shyness…I never connect to that
But am sure there is also a lot questions
And the most amazing part is …the lover’s jealousy…

Witnessing that made feel like I want to look my own story
Go through the pages and see !!! hummm
It needs a lot of editing, some parts that I just simply don’t like
And parts …are amazing …and some are shocking
And others….are standing with the question mark on top of it….
Wasn’t the materialistic demands and drama that made all the past stories …(called as past stories )
What’s new now ?
Or is it the same ?
Do u think that things are always gona be the same
What if NOT…

influence of SATURN return.....HOPE

So …..i was told that I will under the influence of SATURN return ….
If you know astrology you will know that it a MOTHER FUCKN HARD time heheheh
That became part of normal day. Since the end of Nov 08 until now.

I guess the only good side is, I developed a tendency to be calm from inside no matter what is going around me . Some things are under ur control and others are not. As For those things that you can’t control. You need not to worry. it’s just a wait of time and energy . if there is any mishaps that I did in my early twenties. I am on the place where I have to pay for it now.
And I face that with hope
A hope of finding the answer to the most valuable question of all.
What is my role in the big theater of life …
Which part suits me, politician? ,Writer? Actor, standup- comedian? Fitness instructor
What is it exactly? Where it is exactly and when am I supposed to start that.

Wait and see ….things will happen at the time it should happen

I feel peace, for a while

Peace is a state of mutual harmony between people or groups, esp. in personal relations and I will add to that …it’s a state of harmony between a person mind and his world surrounding him….

I feel peace, for a while

TO FUCK WITH LIFE

At 5 AM I just jumped out of a deep dream with one thing in my head .i Aint going to work today
Its just to frustrating and 2 ridiculous to keep on going in this loop over and over again. Disregarding all the good and positive things I have in my situation right now looked at the empty side of the cup. Woke up with an enormous anger inside me. Driving with no goal I ended up at my friend`s office ,he managed to somehow defuse this anger and frustration, with a mini lecture and few tips to change the VIEW I have for my world.
The hit line was “toughen up and don’t be ridiculous, part of becoming a man is going through this rough patch, god do this to so how far can u go in handling pressure “

its all fake

Life is fake….we live in a parallel world
We evaluate our life according to what we have….how much money we make
Where we live, what car we drive and who we hang out with. Those who claim they don’t see life this way .they are just acting to be different. Bottom line they are laying.
Frustration comes when you keep on trying to reach somewhere, or some goal, yet u keep on slipping. Falling and failing . I am the person who still has no defined mission
I don’t know what to do
Where to go
Or how am I gona solve this maze
This puzzle
I am frustrated and depressed