Revenge

Revenge

Is such a heavy word,

Some say its so sweet, more than life it self

And some say don’t get mad better to get even

But you know what???

I just realized that when you keep on being driven by anger, hate and need of revenge

You consume much more power than you actually need to be driven on peace,love and forgiveness, its normal from a human being to get angry and you can only emagine how would a passionate person like me be when he is furious ,,I feel like I want to set fire in every thing my eyes fall on…but after some time…

I came across a nice quotation for a strong man called (Josh Billings)

There is no revenge so complete as forgiveness” and it actually stopped me and made me smile in the middle of my extreme anger…

The picture is for the punisher movie we all know that one and how sweet it felt when he managed to kill every single one participated in the murder of his family.. but a gain

The ending just showed how Dark this man will always be,,,

And that is something I cant be,,,, a just cant be a punisher

I guess sometimes, we just have to listen to the SOUL OF THE WORLD as Paulo chouilio said in his amazing book ‘the alchemist”

I just dream about having this run on a white sand beach….

Long beach…light blue water and all sort of green behind me …

Its some pictures I have in my head from these photos I save from browsing on line when I wana day dream about my quality time with my loved one …

You know why the call it DREAMS?

Coz it have things that are too good to be true….not for me though

I can always SEE dreams…and I believe I can make them come true

Even if it was for ONE night…but I did it

I might be an interesting person yet I am a person,

I do all sort of wrong things

Sometimes I break rules

Sometimes I get angry

Sometimes I lie

Sometimes I hate

Sometimes I promised people that I will get my revenge from them

Sometimes I scare people

Sometimes I got scared from some of them…

But I am not driven by those bad things

I am driven by much much higher qualities

I am ALSO a true man

I am as powerful as a man can be

I am intelligent

I am a dreamer

I am with a strong well…you will never even imagine it

I am as romantic as the songs say

I am who I am…

A warrior….pharoah…..

I am Tamer Emam

What a fascinating animal,

I used to always adore the cougar because they are just bad ass killing machines

I have to admit that I do have a trend to violence and I believe that its not a cool thing,

But honestly I prefer to be this person that you’ll think twice before you encounter him ,,,coz his just hmmm like a bull…yes I started to like more and more this animal which represents my zodiac sign and see sometimes the similarities I have in my personality with this pure, instinctive, wild ANGER MACHINE. Being impulsive, furious and extremely emotional is a very intense & complex combination. I never used to care about this part in me, but now I am.

Coz this unplanned impulsiveness has cost me a lot this time…

it has been always a source of trouble for me but lately …I just did THE mistake…and I injured THE closest person to my heart. Its time for me to use this raw power and just fight against my own personality disorders…

I am really not prouder of this mistake,, but I strongly believe that every thing in our life is just perfectly designed for a specific reason, for us to learn a specific lesson

Am looking at the full side of the cup… I already realized it, and I still need to fight against my own desires and digest my lesson , hope she also come to realize the msg sent to her, I can see it as clear as the sun

Can you see it ?

My Mole J

What a wonderful world…..

What a wonderful world…..

Not just an amazing song…

It’s a healing vibe…that comes out of a man`s heart…

Louis Armstrong…am not here to talk a bout him ,,, am just touched by this peaceful words

“Simplicity makes perfection “

I don’t know who said that ,,, but he was absolutely true

How nice life would be if we just see things as they are ….

How beautiful it is if we can just settle for what we have …

How amazing it will be if every one …can look in to his own Soule and take off the ugly parts…

Take off the broken parts and replace them ….

How much will it be amazing if I can I feel her hands again on my face….

Ahhhh

I always believe that every thing in our lives has been already planed and its made in a very detailed order so it works for our own good….however sometimes we cant see that clearly.. coz passionate people like me…are sometimes blinded with their excessive emotions….they are not always right….but they always make us alive different,,one day am full of energy and power that can cover a country …and one day am so heavy and depressed as if it was the end of the world….affectionate and emotional people are always more alive than any other regular person…

Long is the way …The Alchemist…Brasil

Long is the way …The Alchemist…Brasil

Three headlines that includes a major change in my entire life …

For some people…the source of encouragement could be in the challenges in their jobs

Could be in the challenges in life…but guess what

I get my boost from Art,,, beauty…and above all love and music..

I feel blessed…and to be blessed means power,, the power is in the believe that god recognize you and give you his blessing …Isn’t that something amazing???

When you have the power to see …

To see not to just look ,,,,

To see through the darkness…through the pain …through people

You see a massage….something for you and only you to learn…

I saw power in a woman that traveled around the world,

She is traveling for 2 reasons…the one that every one knows which is work and love of freedom, and the other one which I only managed to know…

Its love…the search for THE love of life…and I accidently hurt this traveling heart…

I wish I can make the world hear my apology….

The powerful woman has a strong believe of her power..

and yes she can change people’s lives…

But will she be able to find enough power to change the pain inside her ? will her power be enough ?

I guess not…this is where the lesson is….

I might not be as experienced as she is ,,,but she know very well what kind of power I have

And she will encounter this soon,,, when I manage to heal and delete this pain for her

the same way she deleted the pain of doubt in my head…she did that by giving me a book “the Alchemist”

And I followed it with my own way …listen to what she has to say

And reply back

I love you…

And will do what ever it takes to make you mine

Marcia

I met this lady ……in my office

Never thought I can ever be in her arms after 1 month telling her about my darkest secret

and making plans with her,,,, planning a life together?

When u look in to her face,,,,, lines and lines shaped by the years she lived in nice cities

Her face is shaped based on how many smiles she gave to people she thought she loved and they thought they will stay with her for ever….of course that didn’t happen coz she is as I say a free spirit

Those …u cant keep them in one place for a long time….they cant afford to be trapped…other lines on her face are made by tears,,,, of loss,,, anger,,,, fear….

Just like me…..full of questions

Why no one gets me?

Why No one is here……

Why there is no real love,,,,

Until I show up….and show her a real meaning of love,,, and care and romance ,,,,I can give it,,, coz I have it,,,

I am betting on her…she has it all…..smart …hot…..experienced……funny,….maioza…gostoza mole

She makes me feel so calm and relaxed with her hand on my face….i miss her

And I always feel like I want to touch her……and she is just like a volcano of life…..full of love

And power and smiles and welling to do any thing any where any time…..superwoman

A secret world...called love

Teach me…

Yes

I asked u to teach me

Teach me how to really love

How to open my heart to a new day

New sunshine

How to practice what I preach

Teach me and forgive my misshapes

as its my very first time

To see

To feel

To hear

To need some one

Like I need you

My very first time to fall

And feel like I enjoy falling ….

First time to actually hear my heart beats…

First time to hug some one

And feel my heart is hugging your heart as well

My first. My last …My love

My lady …My baby

With ur touch

The life I live

Gets its bright colors back

Every time I imagine you

Looking at me waiting for words

“come to my arm”

A smile starts to tickle my heart before even my lips laugh…

The words I want to use to describe how I feel for u

Are words used only in other worlds

Secret worlds…

Only lovers are allowed in

And u my lady

Are the ….Queen

The Queen of my world

My Queen

My lady

I love u