NOW WHAT DID I DO WRONG

am writing this right now while am waiting for extra 30 minutes,

To meet the HR woman who hired me, and take from her my termination letter.

And the only question I have in my brain is

NOW WHAT DID I DO WRONG

Why is this happening to me? Why am I not able to hold in to a job?

What is going on?

Well,

I guess the answer is very obvious.

God is trying to repeat the pattern every single time and you just keep on doing the same exact freaking mistake .

I don’t know what to say …or what to write

Is it Khalid al sayegh

Is it coz of the bags I gave to guards?

Is it Coz GOD`S blessing is not complete given to me ?

Maybe for what am I doing .

What ever it is

Its not reversible any way

I just have to take it and start looking forward for what the hell am I going to do in order to pay shady and to pay for my car

Cheer up champ

Its only a matter of time until things work again,

I was already reading in my 2009 Taurus sign chart

That August will be a very hard time…here we go

thinking deep

I was told that if you want something, you should have to work hard to get it...

Wish and combine that with hard work and some planning and it will work

Actually I don’t know exactly what I want!!!

I always say it will be amazing to be an actor….. I want to be famous and fame of course brings power and money

Now here is the question …

What did you do to make them work?

Absolutely nothing….why?

Coz I am always distracted by other things and I was told that these dreams will not work …or maybe will not work easily…..it’s like a shot in the dark

Adding to that I live so far a way from the action where it could be possible to happen and am sort stuck …..

I just realized right now that I could go and restart again in Cairo or Dubai or even brazil there is actually nothing standing in my way ..

Then why is not doing that ……

The answer is, I am not taking my own desires seriously!!!!!

Its something that realy requires change in me ……seriousness…..but am not like that

I take things lightly, not coz I don’t have respect for any thing,

Its just me ,I hate complications, I run a way after these unexplained fixes ….like I wana drink now or I want to join an expensive club just coz the location and lay out and energy of the place is attractive ….(then I realized it is one of the best places)

The solution is

· Take work and career matter more serious

· Don’t be scared to face any type of consequence for your actions

· If I hate complications the better don’t do wrong

· Listen to your own inner voice, its always right and you know that its smart