Lately life has been very tough with me….Throwing me right left and center ,beating me up so hard ,,,,and my thick skin just gets more and more thicker to my surprise …well am a Capricorn ascendant .I can’t actually put my hand this time on what could be the reason for all these things ,,and why suddenly everyone just feel like filling a case against me….I know that it’s a big mistake to neglect the Financial debts you have…and maybe this is the lesson for 2008 and 2009… My god, I just realized that since I got out of flex on NOV 2008 and my life is being falling apart. SUN FX Tanning is jeopardized. And I have not been paying my loan installments for the past 4 months ….MEN are designed to care and protect …now I am in the process of protecting my own life my own survival….and sometimes the fight for that gets really vicious , ugly, painful and above all you feel lonely ….I always run away from my family claiming that they don’t understand me…but lately its with them that I feel peace and I can find some arms to throw myself in….(not physically ) and my partner……is just a way ,,,all caught up in other things regardless if its right or wrong ( maybe these things are priority for her) but what gets in to me is that sometimes I feel like she just wants to get her things done and the hell with anyone or anything ells…..is this being selfish….or maybe this is how women with strong and firm personalities are ….(you always asked for that )(VERGO Women) they don’t give a fuck how you feel as long as she has a “to do list” it has to be done,,, even its buying a turkey or a bulb or chasing an open bank branch…..I feel like it’s getting cold inside of me…. even though she is right next to me
