For those who have a question

For those who have a lot of the fear from the “unknown”

Is it a feeling of fear or anxiety ?

Breaking routine and habits is something not easy….

There for change is something we all get scared from …even those who claim they love to change …….they also face this feeling…..

Changing careers,, behavior ,moving to a knew place, changing plans and above all

Change of feelings….

From wanting to be with a companion

To craving for freedom ….

Change from just believing and loving something coz u were told it’s the best for u

To running a way with full speed to the other way…just to prove a point !!!!!What is the point?

I don’t know?

The point is…. I am free to choose …

But guess what ….the more free u are

The more options you have

The more confused you will be my friend

Every thing has a price

And that is the price I pay for choosing to be as I am

I cant sleep,,,, because I think and think and think,,,,, what if what if what if..

I cant say …what I want to say to her or to any one….\coz no one will understand how I AM feeling

Its all about me and my own self….

why am I always feeling like there is something missing

why am I trying to be something that I am not …..What is this thing that I should BE in the first place??

Aha again the mission I was told once …..’Find your mission and you will find that every thing makes sense

I miss you