A lot of words

A lot of people talking around me
A lot of words
Different languages in one office
And a lot of different interests and worries
A lot of different intentions, goals, dreams some are kept as secrets
And others are very loudly declared,
Some are shallow
Some are deep
Some are peaceful
And some are harmful
And others are dealing with pain
And above all that
Me…me with a song playing in my head
And a lot a lot of confusion.
Day before yesterday
She said the most amazing and romantic thing ever to be said to a man
She wants a baby,
She wants to commit more than any other paper could say so.
Would I be able to handle a Childs responsibility?
Is a child some thing I want now? Do I even want it at all?
I always still feel like I have like 60% of my own needs and dreams and plans and desires not yet fulfilled…
Travel
Money
Fame
Power
I am an earth sign man; I care about building, acquiring having my hands on top of things
And surprisingly, am so unpredictable, I wake up like a fire and with the need to keep on doing some thing different, it aint a pure Taurus treat, away from astrology
This morning I didn’t give a kiss good bye in the morning, I was up and in a bad hummer as she says always when she is in a bad mood.
I love to use her own words
Well, I do love her; a lot actually …she is just an extraordinary woman

Today am confused, I have this feeling as if something is gona happen and am just there waiting
And I HATE waiting even though it’s sometimes the only and the best option
Maybe I just need a challenge at work…
This slow tempo office I am in is not healthy
But a gain I will not complain, I will find my own way to fix things