And actually I do not like my mood swings …..i don’t feel like am energetic and alive like before..

Is it’s because we are not together any more?

Its has been a long time …really long time that I am feeling like I am going in circles’

I was going through some of my old writings while I was in Q and guess what I found???

Since 2007 and I still have this LOST issue….still asking the same questions but in a different way…

To be honest,,,, some of these questions has been closer to be answered …yet it’s still not fully answered …

Still looking for love??

I will never be satisfied with any amount of love I have,,,no why ? I don’t have limits !!!! no limits for wanting and my NEED for this emotion ….this Taurus heart needs a life supply of HIGHLY dosage of affection….love…and SEX,, it might be an unpleasant thing to say …my partner may feel that I tend to look somewhere ells…but actually I learned that the hard way,,, GREED leads you to lose every single thing you have …so its not greed and ma not gona handle this urge by looking somewhere els …

Am going to keep it…inside …

Work has been once again ….some sort of disappointment

I don’t know what can I do …is it impossible to work in this dam country!!!1

Why people are so stupid ?

Things take ages to be solved

They cant see the big picture

They only foucs on stupid and small details that will add nothing

No appreciation …

Arrogance

And above all

Loneliness….that’s a killer

I am tiered of thinking and searching with no result ….

The hell with that

I guess its better not to think

Just live every day as it is …( if you can)