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As it is always the way things go with me ….

Unexpected turns in the course of my life…

These unexpected endings….and beginnings

Success, disappointments…smiles, tears and you just can’t say that you know for sure what is coming a head.

I ended a chapter of personal growth. A chapter called Marcia Novo.

When you meet someone that guides you to see your inner greatness, your enormous power hidden within and to take your hand to guide you to the road of fulfilling your dreams. You ask yourself one question. WHAT CAN I GIVE BACK? And it was something that I never knew I had. It’s touching from deep inside. As she said I was the only one who managed easily to break through all her defensive masks and put down all the guarding walls. Well I have to say (with a smile on my face) BABY AM A TURAUS. Back to the main point, I always believe that“people differences bring” “people problems”

And of course we are 180 degrees different. Yet we share something more powerful than our differences. it’s our urge and need for growth or as she say (evolution) I was few steps behind her…am still looking for my DREAM to fulfill it.

Stand up again. Dust off your shoulders, catch your breath and be ready for another round of FIGHT. That’s what I can hear in all the corners of my head

I refuse …

I refuse to be left alone

Or left behind

I refuse to let myself get hurt

I refuse to cry

I refuse to feel the pain

I refuse not to be respected

I refuse not to be loved…..

I refuse to be rejected

And I will not

I will not accept to feel the cold

I will not accept to be defeated by your waves

I am who I am

I am the man of my world

I am the man who know the truth of everything around

I am impulsive

I am a normal FREE spirited man

I can’t be kept in a frame

The frame of expectations

The frame of an average male

BUT

I know

I know I will miss you so much…so much that I can’t sometimes breathe

Like it is now

I will be up in my bed

Thinking of you…

Remembering your head when it rubs to my chest as you sleep in my arms.