WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU WAITING FOR

Yes
This is how I feel now a day
Like I am almost going to get a gun and BAAAM my head
GOD dam it man, its taking way too much for this fucking life to get back in shape.
I am supposed to be old enough to be pay for my own mother fuckn house. even that I can’t do
Why the hell cant I….you can’t blame anyone, it’s just the way things go, up and down.
But seriously I feel like I am living in a drama movie I wana bitch slap this director and tell “WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU WAITING FOR, CAN WE GET SOME COMEDY FOR GOD`S SAKE”
I am dreaming about going to the beach, or having some days off in a POSTIVE ENERGY place like a hotel or a resort and just indulge myself in some summer activities, sea food, beach, cold Beer and music all night. Financially I am Broke. Mybe it’s a signal that I should put an end to this “job search I am dong and for once look towards what I really want to do “it has to be something that involves physical activity because I get irritated if I bottle up my energy for long time.
So for the sake of wishful thinking

a) I want to live in a another country Dubai or Egypt
b) I want ti travel to Brazil and have a kick ass nice time doing nothing but dancing and drink cipernya
c) I want to own my fitness studio
d) I want to write my book
On a side note all these SELF help books like the secret and Robin Sharma and steven covey are nothing but BULLSHIT until further notice