Last post was like 2 months ago .
Before Ramadan, I was actually considering not fasting . I thought that, the idea for of not eating or drinking at all wont just cut it. I don't care about food, I struggling against anther type of desires .
Any way I came back to my mind and fasted Normally....Guess what ,This was the Best Ramadan I had ever. i really managed to enjoy it . I pried at my own pace Long and slow night prayers . alone but concentrating . Any how The month passed and gave me a wonderful gift .. The highest level of Calmness. and clarity. I for the first time in my life managed to completely shut down these voices in my head .
Now, I got this Sudden call from a school owner in Sao pualo. asking me to work for him and give classes .
You know what that means. BACK TO SAO PAULO. back to the city the i call the greatest vacuum cleaner . this city is sooo agitated and huge that it sucks all the energy from every one living there.
On the other hand this means Financial Independence . My current situation is really tight . i actually have zero income. I did the iste7àra prayer and lets see how is that going to go....Its exciting and aluring
but SAO PAULO it self is a big fat Illusion
I will take tis opportunity and Hope this city wont mess with my tranquillity
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