One millions question

This is a post done via my smart phone .

In the past I had questions
In the past I had no idea about the sneers . Now I can say some of them are answered . But I just can't figure out how to implement this answer .
Example : I know that god created us to learn , use this knowledge to find HIM and also be enlightened.
We are unique in a way or another .
My problem : I can't find my own uniqueness . I don't know how to reach there . How can I help my self and others . Working for some one is not why am created . I am much deeper than that. But what am I exactly ? I don't know :(
I want to answer this question .
I want to find the thing that makes me
Significant for me . I am tiered . And I am lonely . Actually I want to be alone for a while .