Today I woke up as if I woke up on the wrong side of the bed,
Yesterday I was asked a question (baby what is the plan)!!!!!
I froze….and thanks god my mobile battery just suddenly went off,as if god wanted me to have this question and just sleep on the answer…plan?? What plan?? I didn’t plan jack shit !!!! should I be planning in the first place or shall we just let things go according to the big master plan
I am not a happy temper today ….i feel as if I am a kid who just got his lollipop stolen from him and thrown a way …
What is the plan….where can I go
What can I start….
Am just as if am paralyzed, this Kuwait country made me feel like I cant live if am not there
Oh may god this is the worst thing ever, to feel trapped in a place and even when u r out of it
U still feel as if you are stuck!!!!!! This means that this STUCK feeling is just inside me
It isn’t something true, what the hell am I saying
I cant even focus on single thought. I talk about a plan thin I jump to talk about feelings….Am feeling down again AGAIN fucking AGAIN ,GOD enough already cant you give me a nice break……for only 1 year pleas make things just keep on moving positively and then turn me to a horse I have no problem heheheheheh
BABY..i have no plan,,,I didn’t think of a plan at all and to be honest, I feel so num and confused that I cant think of any thing . Because I don’t freaking know what I want exactly …am not specific . World pleas take it easy on me for the love of god…..why??? how and when
Questions that I always keep on asking, and never satisfied with answers
We are in an amazing time of a Man's Growth. It is happening in front of my eyes, my heart can feel the same nervous beat of his heart, my brain senses the shaken ideas his brain produces.
ReplyDeleteWhat do you want? Look around-u were left with the essencial (home, food, love)(it is missing the mission!). So grab what u like now. Not a stupid job like every body. Find YOUR work. Your rotine. The job you will feel HAPPY to wake up early in the morning to do!
How do you get it? Wants to be spinning instructor? Study. Offer your skills to a club.
Wants to open a business? Find investors. A place. The public you want.
Wants to get married? Find a love and money to do it!
When.....
Scale your "what's" in order of emergency.
And determine from one week to one year to reach them. Day/month/year.
The best thing to teach the brain how to plan is to write.
Write:Plan 2009/2010 -My life: What/how/when.
It sounds easy and difficult at the same time.
Maybe first and second time it will be hard to do it, then you will enjoy it. Try.
I am waiting for you!