And it’s time again
It’s this time of life where i just feel board of the disturbing questions I have on my mind…to many questions, and its never been answered\and guess what ,I lost hope of it being answered.
I just want to know how can I stop caring any more ..
I don’t want to care about my life when am 40 ,I wana worry about NOW
I don’t want to keep on imagining my KID, boy or a girl,
How and when ,and above all what am I gona teach to this new visitor on planet earth. I am worried about my parents, they are 2 steps close from being “past tense” have the accomplished everything they aimed for ?
Are they proud of me ? am i proud of myself ?
If no, why
If yes. then what for.
When am I going to stick to one path..stand up for all that I believe in
Am I an artist ?
Am I a rich politician
Am I a writer
Am I a normal happy father and a family man
Which way ,no one knowz ,it’s all a matter of future
This world we live in is amazing
Only when you come so close to the END of your time
You realize that NOTHING from the past things that made you go sad or angry or hurt MATTERS !!!! its all going to pass
Why worry ,,,,,
Let's say you were never worried about foot prints. Or no one got your attention for "past actions will reflect in the future". You somehow did not prepare yourself for "next steps". Now, you realized you should have built something...Well, better now than never. You will be a late bloomer. No problem, start now and on your 39 you will be amazing. What about that?!ANd trust me: I will not lose that for anything!
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