I recently came back from my Dream trip. to Brazil
And since I came back, I just can’t feel that I am the same person. I feel as if I am driving a soulless body
I smile, eat, talk, sleep.. Only because my brain is ordering my body to do so. I can’t feel jack shit
I want to sometimes slap my self to snap out of this dull boredom feeling,I cant be THAT MUCH ungreatfull..i have to control it . BUT I FUCKN CANT
It’s not like someone died…am just a bit feeling strange for some reason.
I guess the reason is this job offer I got from brazil. A very interesting chance to GET THE HELL OUT
But the money is too low!!!! According to people who KNOW me,,, they say its not enough for you
My rebelling brain : “I WANT TO GO OUT”
My wise voice : well u got a chance to do it…do it
My rebelling brain But I want the money 2 I need to live good
My wise voice : No my son you can’t have all @ once you have 2 make a choice
My rebelling brain that’s not fare
My wise voice: it is, it will be not fare if you get everything at once…how r u gona learn then?
To evaluate options mean you have to have prioritizing system. If you don’t know what the hell is that I guess it’s about time you do.
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