Its taking me long time to write this
This trip…this huge change I am living in…the actual testing session to all your believes ,desires, principles, likes and dis-likes. The list is long….it's as if I am doing a TEST drive to my own brain and myself. I can't evaluate it now…it's still too early..it's been only 2 months.
I managed to get a job, god saved me from an attack on the street. And am on and off with religious obligations. The internal alarm is still functioning GOOD but my bohemian side just GOT STRONGER .. the good side is, in this side of the world I am able to BE…I don’t complain from hard work. I don’t feel lazy…and above all I feel like I can construct a pic of my mission and targets.

Day by day I am loving this place more and more…maybe coz its new and the experience is pleasant. But I have to construct myself…My house, and the social position I always wanted ..i can see it.. a success in work , great responsibility with 25K R$ and then my own Club…big house..and then getting older I move to the mountain…and meet GOD with a smiling heart and a peaceful mind